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Monthly Archives: January 2013
Holding it together – kind of
Well, I’ve been away for a week so I guess I need to do better at updating more. This past week has been somewhat of a roller coaster. I had a few days where mentally I felt good, physically I … Continue reading
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Knocking on wood
I don’t want to speak too soon, but I think I’m experiencing some improvement. The breathing and meditation are helping, I only threw up maybe half a dozen times yesterday. Today I woke up and I felt better. Not a … Continue reading
Taking control (or at least trying to)
Yesterday I decided that one of the things I love to do is go jog so screw it, I was going to try. Since I’ve been doing nothing since getting diagnosed, this really translates into a walk with a few … Continue reading
Almost made it
Well, I almost made it through without puking yesterday. Fletcher had a birthday party in the afternoon which I wanted to go to. We dropped Evelyn off with my folks and Eric and I both went to the party so … Continue reading
Hard week in a dark mind
It’s been a while, and as most of you can imagine that’s not a good thing. I’ve had many people contact me so it’s nice to know that some of you out there are still reading. This past week has … Continue reading
Turns out I totally lied.
Well, I didn’t mean to lie, but what I thought was going to be the new plan turned out to be totally not. Apparently the radiation oncologist jumped the gun and thought I wasn’t willing to do more chemo. I’m … Continue reading
Another new plan and public breakdowns. The glamour of cancer.
My mental state continues to suck. I know that I can’t quit which makes me feel like I have no options. If my cancer came back and I knew that I did not do everything possible, how could I live … Continue reading
Faking it
Well, here I am again. Not sleeping. I’m not sure if this is a good thing or bad or just indifferent at this point. I don’t really feel like I’m making progress. I’m taking Ativan every day to keep the … Continue reading
Uncharted Territory
So I’ve finally gotten to uncharted territory. I don’t want to talk. Me. I’ve been going a mile a minute since I was born and I just don’t have it in me anymore. My mental game is WAY off. I … Continue reading